When in recovery from such a restrictive eating disorder like anorexia, the process really is much more than the number on a scale. Throughout my ten year history with the disorder, my weight has gone up and down by being in and out of hospitals and various in-patient units with most of the time my weight 'ups' being a short lived experience due to me just putting the weight on to 'get rid' and go back to restricting and lose what I could of it again.
When it comes to committing to recovery in anorexia, you have to WANT to change. You have to want to recover so badly that you are willing to do whatever it takes no matter what. Its also has to come from you and only you as this will be the element that you hold on to when 'the going gets tough', which it mostly defiantly will!
Hello and welcome to my new blog!
I have been debating about starting up a blog for quite some time as up until now I have only been using instagram as a way to share parts of my story/life. Sometimes I felt I needed a little bit of a bigger spare than just instagram to express whats going on in my mind or share my own experience of recovery from Anorexia. |
HELLO!Within this space you will find an honest and open journey of my battle with anorexia and the workings of what will be my way to a true happy place in life! ArchivesFOLLOW ME |